A few days ago I felt so down it was almost like I was frozen,
was afraid I was going to fall down in the deep dark pit again.
Now, its all better. Thank God. Between the times I feel
bad I tend to foget how bad it actually feel to be that far down. Anyway,
I did not fell so far this time.
Fall is usually the time of year I feel the best, the darkness
somehow softens the edges of everthing, I dont know, just know I like
this time of year.
I like it just the way it is, my home is my castle and my cats are
my humble servants (haha, who am I kidding, its rather me who is their slave)
Added a few pics from what fall might look from my window, the one with raindrops
and snow is todays snap shot.
Yesterday Julia turned 14.
For a cat thats rather old. I am worrying about her getting older,
I would like to keep her forever.
She is actually my best friend. She knows me so well,
and are the smartest girl you´ll ever see.
The only bad things with having cats are the fear of loosing them,
its like "normal" people having children and they knew they
would die before them.
Thats actually crule as hell.
Anyway, saw my friend Milo on TV today,
must say she was at her best behavior ;)
*tired* now so bye
The annual check up on the car.
The thing that after taking my cats to the vet
makes me nervous.
Its not a car, its a pearl, a wonderful way
to create freedom in my life and a memory after
my dad.
But money is as usual tight, so
now I am just crossing my fingers that
it will get the green light again.
